I don’t know what the symptoms of depression are. Today that word seems to apply to my current mindset completely.
I will not scatter the details of my private life here. I simply think that writing that kind of thoughts somewhere can help me in the future.
I have known some highs and lows lately. Psychologically and physically. It is a stange feeling.
I can’t figure out the cause of all this, but it has been going on for weeks.
That variation has something inevitable. This morning I woke up happy and in a good physical condition (almost). Yesterday I had woken tired completely bored.
I still see an improvement: some days my mood could change from one extreme to the other more than 10 times in the same day.
I already feel better. There an awesome person at my side who helps me in the difficult times. I hope I do not ruin her morale !