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April 7, 2017 / edwardonbebop


I am sitting cross-legged.
My tensed body is unbalanced.

So I shift.

I lay back, cross my arms.
In that complete maintain, I feel warm.

After a deep breath,

I realize,

It is morning already.



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  1. leeniedevinity / Apr 8 2017 5:42 pm

    Your NaPoWriMo is coming along great. 🙂

    • edwardonbebop / Apr 8 2017 7:06 pm

      Thank you for your support.
      I have to admit however that today, I feel reaaaaally empty and tired.

  2. leeniedevinity / Apr 8 2017 9:49 pm

    I imagine creativity can be quite a challenge with a full-time job and a family to love.

    • edwardonbebop / Apr 9 2017 12:39 pm

      It is getting harder and harder everyday as exhaustion increases and rest is starting to look like a form of utopia.

      • leeniedevinity / Apr 9 2017 2:09 pm

        Rest is a form of Utopia, I think.

        I sent you the NaPoWriMo link on the last day of March, one day before the month-long challenge began, so you weren’t exactly mentally prepared for the undertaking. There’s always the option to wait and do it next year. So far, you’re doing great with the writing … but only you know the toll it’s taking in other aspects of your life.

      • edwardonbebop / Apr 9 2017 6:44 pm

        I was not prepared and I will never be enough prepared for that any time in the future. It is a discovery.
        It is something I want and something I need. The motivation to write is always here, I don’t even have to convince myself to do it. I have not been thinking “Oh, right, I should write for NaPoWriMo also.”
        I need this as much are times are difficult here. I am really convince that writing has become a life-death thing (or rather sanity-insanity thing).

        So the toll is not as important as the benefits.

        Plus, being a complete newbie helps me to accept that it is acceptable to write bad pieces. As this is all new to me I am not constraint to be always good (or long).

        There will be many things learned in the process, discoveries. If I keep a certain rhythm it will already be good for me.

  3. leeniedevinity / Apr 11 2017 9:21 pm

    Good! I commend the clarity of your purpose. Full speed ahead!

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